I realize that my blog updates are infrequent at this point, but right now I'm just starting to prepare -- my luggage and my mind. I downloaded Slumdog Millionaire the other day (am I supposed to admit that?)
Haven't watched it yet. People say I should.
People have been giving me all sorts of advice - but the one thing they all keep saying is "this will be a life changing experience". I wonder what will change in me there? I'll make sure to make note of any 'changes' while I'm there.
For now, I'm just waiting and with each and every day that goes by I feel more and more nervous and more and more guilty for leaving my kids. Doesn't help that their father keeps reminding me of his empending challenge. Don't get me wrong he is supportive, I just owe him big time.
Enough with the guilt already...did I not bear his children? Did I not give up sleep for the last 11 years?
My turn. No guilt....for now.
Haven't watched it yet. People say I should.
People have been giving me all sorts of advice - but the one thing they all keep saying is "this will be a life changing experience". I wonder what will change in me there? I'll make sure to make note of any 'changes' while I'm there.
For now, I'm just waiting and with each and every day that goes by I feel more and more nervous and more and more guilty for leaving my kids. Doesn't help that their father keeps reminding me of his empending challenge. Don't get me wrong he is supportive, I just owe him big time.
Enough with the guilt already...did I not bear his children? Did I not give up sleep for the last 11 years?
My turn. No guilt....for now.
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